Cant Have Everything your way can you?

I lost something very close to me 6 months ago, and she stays there in my mind and she's the only one I can think about. friends say there are plenty more fish in the sea... but I want her!! its not fair and its tearing me to pieces, I cant keep putting myself back together. I want to tell her but as she said 'I'm shy' if you knew me then you would not think I was. nor did I but I cant tell her that I love her, not to her face anyway. glad I can type here about what I'm feeling.... not like anyone's gunna read this.

P.S. Loreta, I love you more than you could imagine and i love being with you, maybe we could try again.

agin the school has blocked a site, word of notch is GONE!!!!

yay, A rapidshare account

Haven't posted in a while but I will start again.

I have been asked to add a merit graph of some kind to the house selector thing I have been editing for the past year, it was easy to add a few boxes but not so easy to do the cms side of it. I hope I will get it done soon.

and I think I will make a poll site for the school so they can send polls out to students. i only need to embed some html into the frog page, that is if I am able to do that. I really cant wait till i get my frog rights, it would allow me to start with the development.

For some unknown reason i can't find sherlock holms on bbc iplayer, i hope thay havent scrapped it, i loved that series. :(

wow, not written alot recently, well i havent done alot.
though i have developed a twitch in my eye :( annoying.

and there is a relly good movie on you tube called consoul, check it out.

i have finished the main part of the vb mysql login project i'm just making it look better now and adding more features.

current features:

login - mysql data base

-register

admin panel

-user level/class

-add/remove user

just woken up and continuing with my vb project

well i think that i had a brilliant day, codeing wise any way i mannaged to create a nice login form that works from a mysql data base. currently yo can register and delete account's from the application. not currently very simple gui on the account manegnent bit, needs more tools.

as you will know i havent updated for a few days, mainly because i hevent done much.
though i will talk about the minecraft community me and some friends are starting, or rather building. we have been creating a small village on our minecraft alpha server for a few days now and its amasing, we have a castle some houses and a mine, also we have a town hall in construction along with a pub with rooms and a large tree, bamboo and cactus farm/plantation. we want to build lots more but there is only four of us maby one outher but still anymore people and our server will die! we really are considdering getting a nice new dedicated one that we can leave running and that can cope with lots of people connecting to it, which brings me on to the next thing, also minecraft, and its about the server, it's really good to have one but there is alot of major bugs that are slowing us down in the construction of the village. me and my friend decided not to use cheats or hacks to build the map, so to the people that know what im talking about, we were not going to use the 'give' command on the server and we have only used it a couple of times so we could use the furnace (it dosent work becaause of a bug so we spawn a lit one insted) that helps. im tierd so im going for today.

will update tomorow, bye

oh OK then. turns out that you aren't allowed to copy a site, I think valve found out don't know how but they did.. maybe I turned up on google search hehe.

I will check next time. now how do i get my site un blocked ???

oh well just create another

ok iv stopped for now, time to play a bit of minecraft!!!!

ok this part isn't so fun after all I have a lot to do :(

ok!!! iv finished fixing a problem I was having with the Java on my site and I can now start doing the fun parts, creating the graphics and content :)

hmm... not doing too much today I like the valve website so I mite try to create my own site based on that but I like others too :(

I haven't got much to do I'm a bit board though saying that just reminds me of my graphics homework and my MCSE (which I really need to do)

Ok

Hello, I have just started my blog, as you can see there isn't much here yet but there will be soon as I will write about everything and hopefully get feed back. everything being my work and just stuff I do.