Cant Have Everything your way can you?

I lost something very close to me 6 months ago, and she stays there in my mind and she's the only one I can think about. friends say there are plenty more fish in the sea... but I want her!! its not fair and its tearing me to pieces, I cant keep putting myself back together. I want to tell her but as she said 'I'm shy' if you knew me then you would not think I was. nor did I but I cant tell her that I love her, not to her face anyway. glad I can type here about what I'm feeling.... not like anyone's gunna read this.

P.S. Loreta, I love you more than you could imagine and i love being with you, maybe we could try again.

agin the school has blocked a site, word of notch is GONE!!!!

yay, A rapidshare account

Haven't posted in a while but I will start again.

I have been asked to add a merit graph of some kind to the house selector thing I have been editing for the past year, it was easy to add a few boxes but not so easy to do the cms side of it. I hope I will get it done soon.

and I think I will make a poll site for the school so they can send polls out to students. i only need to embed some html into the frog page, that is if I am able to do that. I really cant wait till i get my frog rights, it would allow me to start with the development.

For some unknown reason i can't find sherlock holms on bbc iplayer, i hope thay havent scrapped it, i loved that series. :(

wow, not written alot recently, well i havent done alot.
though i have developed a twitch in my eye :( annoying.

and there is a relly good movie on you tube called consoul, check it out.

i have finished the main part of the vb mysql login project i'm just making it look better now and adding more features.

current features:

login - mysql data base

-register

admin panel

-user level/class

-add/remove user